The Poem Fish
The poetry juice has dried up, she thought, like a
sucked out
sugar cane.
Writing poetry about a lack of poems seems futile
but it’s possible that
deep in the well
maybe
something
liquid awaits.
Waits to be re-membered and
drawn up – hand-over-hand, strenuously.
Inspiration won’t bubble up, unasked for.
Like any grail, it will sit out the ages until
it is
sought.
no hurry
no inner compulsion to advertise its wares to uninterested parties.
but
when a
light
is shone
down into the depths
something stirs and
waves begin to lap the edges of awareness
until a net might be cast down and a
fish-poem
gets dragged into the light.
Hi Rachael,
ReplyDeleteThis is so exciting! I finally got all the doo dad sign-in stuff organized so I can see your pictures, and post a comment! Tonight I was watching a wonderful series on PBS called "Women War & Peace" - the (Liberia) segment was "Pray the Devil Back to Hell." It was pretty timely since these women (and the president?)had just won the Nobel Prize. What hell these poor people have been through! I am so happy you're there to bring a bit of peace and spiritually to the children. Sunday night we read your email...we miss you so much and it was nice to have your words and thoughts in our midst.
xx Lili
PS your letter reminded me of sitting in my room late at night in Afghanistan as I sent emails into a time zone that was still awake. My desk faced a window and at night the sewage vapors would drift up. Now and then a donkey would bray and roving dog packs yipped all night; sometimes in the distance I would hear great wedding music and wish I were dancing. I felt loneliness but also so much wonder that I was even there. Enjoy it all!
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Rachel, I miss you! Loving these entries. I'll wait a week or so, and then read a bunch at a time. Funny how we never talked about Peace Corps much, just lately it seems to be calling me (again). Interested in your garden vision, and excited how the threads seem to be weaving their ways together!! Lots of amazing learning, friend making and happenings here in Boulder. There is so much, I'll need 50 more lifetimes to explore it all! Feels overwhelming, I'd say in a good way. Time to buckle down, study & practice my yoga, and turn inward for the darker seasons.
Can't wait to hear what's coming next for you two :D
<3 <3 <3 Steph
Love this poem!!!!
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